So I'm feeling a little better emotionally than I was earlier, which is good. The sunshine and coming home to B playing with the dogs in the backyard helped. I was proud just to have made it through the day-and without anyone at work really knowing how I was feeling-which is a pretty momentous task based on how I felt today. I still feel pretty cruddy physically, which is weird. I'm feeling all kinds of twinges from my ovaries, lower abdomen and my lower back is aching like crazy. It's weird. I don't remember feeling like this at all last time. I remember feeling bloated and uncomfortable, but not until I was about a week into stims. I guess it's true that each time can be different, but I just wasn't expecting to feel this way so quickly.
I'm wondering (and hoping) if part of it is not getting enough sleep. So I'm planning on going to bed early tonight and hoping I can sleep through the night. Here's hoping for a better tomorrow.
Thanks for all of your comments today. It really does help knowing I'm not crazy and other people feel the same way!
Scotland, Part Two
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