Just getting ready for what I hope will be the big day tomorrow. I say "hope" because all of the sudden this afternoon I started panicking about the fluid build-up. Today at work was rough. Not having moved off the couch except to pee and move to the bed for 4 days straight, it was a bit of a shock to my system to be moving around all day and sitting upright in a chair. My abdomen was NOT happy. I felt even more bloated and started worrying that the fluid had returned with a vengeance. Of course now that I'm home relaxing on the couch, I don't think it is any different from yesterday.
It is just so hard to tell. Saturday when I thought it was getting worse, it was actually better. Therefore, because I feel better than I did Saturday, I now worry that it is actually worse. Faulty logic, I'm sure, but still.
I really, really hope we get to transfer tomorrow.
You Make Yourself Sad
1 day ago