Sunday, May 4, 2008

48 Hours

It has now been 48 hours and I'm still bleeding. A bit lighter than yesterday, but still persistent. I'm so annoyed. I've been robbed of the anticipation of this 2ww and I can feel my hope for this cycle slowly draining away with the blood.

15 comments:

HeidiM said...

I am so sorry you are having to deal with this. I HOPE HOPE HOPE that this turns out to be just an annyoing bump in the road of this cycle for you.

Spicy Sister said...

I am so sorry you are going through this. It is so so so unfair. You know I am hoping my heart out for you!

Hugs.

Melanie said...

Oh, Denise. I just don't understand what's going on. I'm pulling for some seriously determined implantation bleeding. I'm pulling for you. Holding your hand.

Jen said...

I wish I could say something from my own personal experiences to make the fear, anticipation, dread and worry go away.

I am sure nothing short of a beta and an ultrasound will help but just think implantation bleeding.

I'm thinking lots of sticky thoughts and hoping this week we'll be laughing over you worrying for nothing!

nancy said...

Oh hunny, I just caught up. I was in Denver today too and was thinking about you.

I'm so sorry this is happening. I wish I could help shed some light.

~hugs~

Meg said...

if it makes you feel any better, I just check my cycle calendar and I spotted/red flow for 2-3 days with both pregnancies....I thought it was too much for implantation but that is exactly what it was so hopefully it is this for you.

Hang in there Denise.

Ahuva Batya said...

But it's lighter, right? Right? Please don't give up.

Mrs.X said...

No advice here, but I hope things work out! I know that it is so hard right now not to worry - just keep breathing.

chicklet said...

Jesus, I don't know what to say. I don't know if implantation could last that long or not, but I'm really really hoping it can.

sweetpeapod said...

I can't imagine that it would be AF a couple of days after transfer. That wouldn't make any sense at all! It must be implantation bleeding, in which case you're just going to hang in there for some hopeful news. So it still sounds like an optimistic place to be in, no matter how stressful it must feel. Hang in there. xxxxx

JJ said...

Im so sorry for the bleeding...I am hoping SO much that it is just little babes digging in snug and tight!

Duck said...

hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs... I'm hoping that what is happening is one embryo is like mr. quick I'm going to get into that lining super quick guy and the other guy has decided that he too wants to hang around and he is now digging in? I don't mean to get all pollyana on you, but, I am, you can delete me if you like!

shinejil said...

Denise, though I've yet to go through it during IVF, I know the terrible anguish spotting can bring. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this.

I doubt it's AF, and I sincerely hope it's the beginning of something very, very good. Like Meg said. :)

Kristina said...

I hope it's just run of the mill implantation bleeding. This madness is overwhelming to me and it's not even happening to me. Good luck.

Maryanne said...

D- I am praying for you and the little beans. I hope with all hope this is just implantation bleeding. The clinic also told me it could be from the progesterone supplements and you uterus expanding to house the new little additions! I really hope so!