My little Freezer Buns blog was born a year ago today. At the time, our first FET had just been cancelled after two postponements and a cancelled fresh IVF cycle. I had an "irregularity" in my lining and was waiting for a D&C to clear it out and make sure it was nothing concerning. It turned out to be nothing. But it was a dark time for me. It was just before the holidays and it cast a shadow for me over all of our holiday celebrations.
Fast forward a year and look where we are. I'm 31 weeks (I'm too superstitious to round up here) pregnant with boy/girl twins. Our family and friends are supportive and excited for us. We have a lot to be thankful for this year. It hasn't been easy getting to this point. If I had any say in the matter, we would have been pregnant with (or even have) our second child by now. But it obviously doesn't work that way. I am happy to be where we are now. And I'm holding my breath that things will go well and these babies will not arrive before they are ready.
Soon I will be creating a new blog. I want to continue to blog once Apple and Banana are born, but it doesn't seem right to continue in this space that was dedicated to getting them here safely. Plus I would like to post pictures as they grow and I don't want to have those pictures floating around in cyberspace without some control over who can view them. So my next blog will be invite only. Family and IRL friends will all get invites if you are interested. For my blogging buddies who I've "known" for awhile now, you will also be invited if you want. And for those lurkers out there (I know you're reading), I won't feel comfortable sending you an invite unless I have a chance to get to know you a bit first, so now is your chance to start commenting, etc. I will let you all know when the time comes to let me know you want an invite. It will likely be sometime shortly after Apple and Banana are born. Hopefully not for a number of weeks to come.
Worrying is a Good Thing
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